Saturday 13 February 2010

to my bright bright sun

aaj bhor rate ghum bhenge gelo. mone holo ke jeno daak diye gelo amar apata jara,chetanaheen monke. chade gelam.dujane chilam aka aka.aak ami aar aakta kubo pakhi. amake dekhei tumi o barir pachil theke unki marle-bhishon naram ,lajuk ,gabhir chahani diye chunye dile amar saddya ghum bhanga,asnata monke.sara rater shoriri abadhyata mithe hoye gelo tomar asporshita porashe.kubo pakhitakeo chule nishchoy!o aakta gobhir hariye fela sur e deke uthlo -kub-kub-kub-kub kore!mone holo tomar sporshe o kono shariri swatta pelo.aar ami sharir chere aparthiba holam. tomake dekhe abhibadan janalam mridu heshe.bole uthlam-'let thy light fell on me-on my eyes-on my unbrided hair.' bole uthlam-'darao amar ankhir age.tomar drishti hriday e lage.'tumi charpasher megher sob badha thele sara dile amar byakulotay.ami trishnarter moto amar duchokh bhore paan korlam tomar se mohajagotik rup! annya kono sudur theke boye ana se rahashya madhuri! ami purna holam.tumio tripta hole. emon somoy,amader ei aparthiba akakitya bhenge gelo bastaber kora naray.ched porlo.amar aanmona drishti ke upekkha kore phank-phonkor diye dhuke porlo -amar sangshar,amar proyjon,amar chetan,amar protishruti,amar prem.kubo pakhitao ure gelo kon proyajoner abahone e? tomake khujte gelam.dekhlam,tumio aral hole chetan megher acholtale .keno?kono porakiya premer lajja theke mukti petei ki ei polayan?naki mukhomukhi hote koshta pele ,irshannita hole amar bastaber?taarpore bastab aar ami daralam dujane-pashapashi,haat dhora dhori kore.tomake daaklam dujane mile.ele kintu annya beshe.lajuk premik noy-gongone proyojan o praner janmadata -modhhya diner surja hoye.ami bhoy pelam.aar amar somosta hridoy diye upolabdhi korlam-amar bismriti.bismrita hoyechilam tomake Valentine's Day r abhibadan janate-aajker adhunikader moto! jadio din bichar kore tomar amar prem noy.kono aparthiba,bohata shrotoshyini ke din-kaal-desher berajaale abodhhya kora jay na.tumi kaal o chile -agamiteo thakbe-tokhoni kono aaksomoy na hoy bolbo-jemon roj tomake boli-tomake bhalobashi-amar jiboner shesh bindu diye!!!